Read This When You Want To Give Up

 I keep listing the reasons why I can't kill myself. And each day it gets shorter. Still, I live. Liking my job, taking care of others, set goals, and actually achieved it. All while still wanna die. So I try to understand, what's exactly in my brain. What's I'm looking for. What's the drive that gets me up every morning. Why I'm in constant pain. Maybe I'm just dramatic, a little bit melancholy. I know what I want is for the pain to stop. And I need to know where the bleeding is to stop it. What and who hurts me. Or No matter what and who, when and how, I need to accept and forgive. Forgive that I can't change the past, I can't change people. Accept that I only can control myself. To tough up and not let it hurts. Maybe this is not about me. Maybe the what and the who weren't aware that they hurt me. It's like a circle. While they tried to protect themselves, they unintentionally hurt others. The fact that I wanna die since 4th grade and sti

Should I go or should I stay

Mind your own business

Dari pizza ke onigiri

Fake it, but will u make it?

It's the heart that really matters in the end

Berbeda-beda tapi tetap kudu ikut suara mayoritas

What's done is done

Hidup gak cuma selebar layar monitor

I was...

Innocent until proven guilty

I see my death

It’s just that my personality goes good then bad, so what!

It was Just My Imagination

Sleepless Night

Stay Anonymous

mosi tidak percaya

Sepenggal cerita di ujung hari

Stop being yourself. Be original.

Personal Quote

Did you found it, yet?

Kerak Telor Buat Babeh

Komentator emang paling pinter

I love Summer, I hate Summer

Talk the Talk, Walk the Walk

Family Dining Time

Late Night Story

My late confession, can you hear it?

A Powerful Man Who is Hard to Resist

Fully Distraction