Coffee and Contemplation - 2

  Sejak 2012, gue berulang kali mau nabung dollar. Tapi gue urungkan. Bukan karena ngga yakin dollar bakal naik. Justru karena gue yakin dollar pasti naik terhadap nilai tukar rupiah. Dan gue kepikir, kalau dollar naik, pasti berdampak pada ekonomi negara. Ekonomi orang-orang di sekitar gue. Bukan karena mereka pake dollar. Tapi karena pada skala makro, pertukaran komoditi masih menggunakan dollar. Dan mau ngga mau, melihat harga dollar yang tinggi, komoditas dalam negri pasti melirik pasar luar. Namanya juga bisnis, maunya untung. Didasari pemikiran kalau nabung dollar berasa ngga nasionalis, dan berbahagia di atas kesulitan sodara sebangsa dan setanah air, maka gue memilih invest di saham-saham plat merah. Tujuannya selain untuk investasi juga berkontribusi terhadap usaha milik bangsa. Namun lagi lagi. Ngga di mana-mana, cinta gue selalu bertepuk sebelah tangan. Relationship, karir, berwarganegara, pada akhirnya, pemikiran dan tindakan gue yang dilandaskan perhatian, kasih sayang...

TRIPL3 PLAY: Gwen Stefani-fied

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I'm writing this under heavy hormonal cycles.
I lost my mom.
I'm unstable more than ever.
I shut everyone out.
Include my significant other. And things went all wrong.
My words can't reach him any longer.
He kills his love for me.
Now I lost mom and him.
I scream in my dream.
I cried until throwing up.
But never will you see my tears.
And what can you do anyway if you found me crying?

These are my tripl3 play. Hope for closure.

You had me on my knees I'd trade you places any day I'd never thought you could be that way

I give you everything that I am I'm handin' over everything that I've got 'Cause I wanna have a really true love Don't ever wanna have to go and give you up

I thought I was the best thing that ever happened to you I thought you loved me the most

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