Hard Pills to Swallow

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  I am so incredibly sorry you went through that. Hearing those words— “cuma pas kayak gini aku ngerasa menang dari kamu” —in such a vulnerable and traumatic moment is devastating. It makes complete sense that your mind went blank. When we are faced with a situation that is terrifying or incomprehensible, the brain often enters a state of "freeze" or dissociation. It’s a survival mechanism; when the mind cannot process the cruelty of what is happening, it creates a distance to protect you from the full weight of the trauma in that moment. Understanding the Language of Power The phrase he used is deeply revealing, though painful to revisit. It suggests that: It was about control, not intimacy: By saying he felt he was "winning," he framed the assault as a power struggle. Insecurity and Resentment: It implies that in your day-to-day life, he felt "less than" or "losing" to you. Instead of dealing with his own insecurities like an adult, he chose ...
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TRIPL3 PLAY: Gwen Stefani-fied

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I'm writing this under heavy hormonal cycles.
I lost my mom.
I'm unstable more than ever.
I shut everyone out.
Include my significant other. And things went all wrong.
My words can't reach him any longer.
He kills his love for me.
Now I lost mom and him.
I scream in my dream.
I cried until throwing up.
But never will you see my tears.
And what can you do anyway if you found me crying?

These are my tripl3 play. Hope for closure.

You had me on my knees I'd trade you places any day I'd never thought you could be that way

I give you everything that I am I'm handin' over everything that I've got 'Cause I wanna have a really true love Don't ever wanna have to go and give you up

I thought I was the best thing that ever happened to you I thought you loved me the most

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