Coffee and Kisses: Watery

consisting of, containing, or resembling water.

I don't always put some lipstick on.
Or dressing up.
But I did tonight.
Usually to improve my mood.
And now for him.

Our last time together was a disaster.
His coffee, wasn't met his expectation.
So I'm getting ready to meet him.
But he doesn't want me.

I got water in my eyes.
My heart goes teary.
I said sorry.
He doesn't know why.
I said sorry.
That I ever want him.
I said sorry.
That I capable to hurt him.