Sabtu

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Saturday is supposed to be fun and the most awaited day of the week. Tapi semua berubah sejak negara api menyerang. Some time months before, gue anxious ketika Sabtu datang. Beda dengan orang-orang yang baru anxious menjelang Senin, dulu gue selalu seneng menjelang Senin karena berarti kerja lagi, Lalu, apa yang gue lakukan untuk membuat Sabtu kembali menyenangkan? Setelah berhasil mengumpulkan energi, Sabtu pertama gue menuruni air terjun. Apakah ini kegilaan atau memang gue sedang membutuhkan distraksi, tapi eksplorasi pertama ini seakan membangunkan gue dari koma panjang bertahun-tahun. Berhari-hari merasakan chest pain, gue kira, umur berhasil mengalahkan kesehatan gue dan mungkin gue juga punya penyakit jantung seperti mama? Pun ketika dibawa menuruni air terjun, nyeri di dada tidak terasa. Memang sudah lama gue curiga itu hanyalah psikosomatik. Efek di badan karena pikiran. Lantas ketika dibawa bertualang, rasa sakit itu justru hilang. Sayangnya efek adrenalin sirna beberapa hari
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Tripl3 Play: My Kind of Relationship

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Let's play another MTv Tripl3 Play. Since Google changes the way Youtube official account videos linked, I can't put those videos here. Suck, right. But let see if this little cheat work. Click on every link to know my Tripl3 Play videos. Let's play!

My kind of relationship usually start with this where my fangirl mode is on. I went crazy over a guy. Obsessive. I want him and no others will do. I knew how it works. Showered him with attention, until the boy is mine. Then again, you lose nothing when I became your fangirl. I am an ultimate fangirl who will open your opportunity in career. Really.

And he's in my palm! So we move on with this where we spend weekend together. Oh, don't worry about the bills, I love to pay. We're living in a dream any couples will do. You can kiss me anytime, anywhere. I treat you like a king, like a baby, like a savior. I can be your lover, your mother-hen, your best partner in crime. I could be anything. You won't get enough of me. And the best part is I never said 'terserah'. I'll do all the planning. You can sit back and enjoy.

But the worse thing about fangirl is I'm so possessive. I want you forever. I want you 24/7 a week. I can't if you're not around I want you only for myself! Beside you need nobody else. Only me. Only us. And I can be nasty if you don't go according to my words. Oh, baby, let's be alone together, where I can own you for myself without anyone whispering on your ears saying how crazy I am.

So at the end, the guy lefts. And my heart is broken. But not for long. Because even when I dressed like a nightmare, and follow you until you love me, you will love me. At one second in your life you will love me. See you around my next mistakes.