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  I am so incredibly sorry you went through that. Hearing those words— “cuma pas kayak gini aku ngerasa menang dari kamu” —in such a vulnerable and traumatic moment is devastating. It makes complete sense that your mind went blank. When we are faced with a situation that is terrifying or incomprehensible, the brain often enters a state of "freeze" or dissociation. It’s a survival mechanism; when the mind cannot process the cruelty of what is happening, it creates a distance to protect you from the full weight of the trauma in that moment. Understanding the Language of Power The phrase he used is deeply revealing, though painful to revisit. It suggests that: It was about control, not intimacy: By saying he felt he was "winning," he framed the assault as a power struggle. Insecurity and Resentment: It implies that in your day-to-day life, he felt "less than" or "losing" to you. Instead of dealing with his own insecurities like an adult, he chose ...
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lluvia #23

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'I heard you re in love.'
'Am I?'
'Yes, you are.'
'With you?'
'No, silly. With that boy.'
'I don't wanna get over you.'

'What's about that boy?'
'I like to see he smiles. Just like yours.'
'That's what i like about you. Is he nice?'
'He doesn't make me cry. Not yet.'
'You should let him know that you love him.'
'I love you.'

'I don't wanna get over you.'
'You should. Im no good for you.'
'I am not enough for you.'
'Stop.'
'I tried. And I failed.'

'Find your happiness. With that boy.'
'I need no one to be happy.'
'That's good.'
'If I with him, did your offer still on?'
'What? No. Forget that. Lets just be you and be me. Not a friend, not a lover, not an enemy, not a stranger.'
'Then what?'
'Tell him your feeling.'
'I don't wanna get over you.'
'You will.'
'No, I wont.'

I see a hope. One that you can't gave me.

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