Looking for Shinta

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I always use all of my heart when in love. Every time. That is why I have always broken to the dust when betrayed. And my last significant other broke me to the extent that I don't know a decent human being capable of doing that. I won't mention in detail how I helped him live for the last 8 years. It's his trait to cheat. And he will do it again. He was only sorry coz he got caught. But, for me. Looking back, I never pick up the opposite gender. Never looking for a romantic partner. Never want to stick myself to another human. That's my trait. To have a significant other, most of the time did me no good. Once got me longing for rainy days , another one made me visit the doctor regularly. And the last one, I knew he was trouble since the first day. Anyway anyhow. Though I can't hate them, I despise what they did to me. And made me think I was the issue. But hey, I've been warning them since the beginning. I don't want us to be together. They thought it was
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I'm Here Always

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I wish I was there the day you left
they said you said goodbye
I know I was harsh
I never ever meant to make you cry
But I was scared
I didn't realize the passion in your eyes
You had to follow your deams
And I was left to stand by


Cause I never wanted you to be broken
And I never said the words unspoken
Why didn't I say I'm sorry


It seemed like yesterday
Your hand was in mine
The words you said to me
They won't escape my mind
If I could go back in time
And just rewind that moment
I'd change everything
It wouldn't be the same
But I never got the chance


I Hear your voice it's saying
It's all ok
Take the pain away
I'm here always

- the adamant

Saya kira cocok sekali kalau tuan memberikan lagu ini pada saya. Karena i'm here always.