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  I am so incredibly sorry you went through that. Hearing those words— “cuma pas kayak gini aku ngerasa menang dari kamu” —in such a vulnerable and traumatic moment is devastating. It makes complete sense that your mind went blank. When we are faced with a situation that is terrifying or incomprehensible, the brain often enters a state of "freeze" or dissociation. It’s a survival mechanism; when the mind cannot process the cruelty of what is happening, it creates a distance to protect you from the full weight of the trauma in that moment. Understanding the Language of Power The phrase he used is deeply revealing, though painful to revisit. It suggests that: It was about control, not intimacy: By saying he felt he was "winning," he framed the assault as a power struggle. Insecurity and Resentment: It implies that in your day-to-day life, he felt "less than" or "losing" to you. Instead of dealing with his own insecurities like an adult, he chose ...
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Menjelajah Baluran Dalam Sehari

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Ini udah di-posting sebelum masuk tahun 2013 seharusnya. Apa daya baru terlaksana sekarang. Lets say gue kemarin-kemarin sedang sibuk membenahi diri setelah meninggalkan comfort zone that wont lead you anywhere. Lantas seperti ketika masuk sekolah baru, gue harus beradaptasi dan menyesuaikan orientasi. Lantas setelah adjusment 3 bulan ini, gue digoda tawaran baru. Pilih mana? Entahlah. Mana yang gajinya lebih gede? Hahaha.
Jadilah Desember tahun lalu gue berangkat dadakan ke Baluran, gantiin temen yang berhalangan. Total-total, karena gue gak suka jajan, abis kurang dari 500 ribu rupiah. Ah, ini pun karena tiket pesawat gue dibayarin mantan teman sebangku. 


















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