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  I am so incredibly sorry you went through that. Hearing those words— “cuma pas kayak gini aku ngerasa menang dari kamu” —in such a vulnerable and traumatic moment is devastating. It makes complete sense that your mind went blank. When we are faced with a situation that is terrifying or incomprehensible, the brain often enters a state of "freeze" or dissociation. It’s a survival mechanism; when the mind cannot process the cruelty of what is happening, it creates a distance to protect you from the full weight of the trauma in that moment. Understanding the Language of Power The phrase he used is deeply revealing, though painful to revisit. It suggests that: It was about control, not intimacy: By saying he felt he was "winning," he framed the assault as a power struggle. Insecurity and Resentment: It implies that in your day-to-day life, he felt "less than" or "losing" to you. Instead of dealing with his own insecurities like an adult, he chose ...
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Gue lagi di toilet dan merasa bosan. Isenglah gue ngirimin pesan ini ke cowok-cowok di phonebook gue:
"kalo lo lagi pdktin cewek, kira kira hal apa yg bikin lo ilfil sama dia?"

Dan inilah jawaban mereka:

"Si cewe blg blom punya cowo, pas udah berasa deket ternyata gwa mergokin dia mata ke mata sm cowony." - arman, secretly kamen rider.
"Klo gw, klo cewenya ternyata 'gampangan'" - yuan, traveler.
"Klo odong2 pas ngomong" - putro, analis tulisan tangan.
"kalau ditolak abis2an dan sedikit dipermalukan" - napi, musafir.
"klemer2 dan tidak pintar" - eki, visioner.
"bau badan, negative. person, control freak" - rohan, penggebuk drum.
"Paling sering yg bikin ilfil kalo trnyata pola pikirnya masi kacrut" - agung, traveler dadakan.
"Pas di ajak jln.. Td nya mau ehh tiba" btl.. Ato di undur.." - dion, auditor.
"Mungkin jutek, judes, not smart enough, ga nyambung ngomongnya" - arif, a husband.
"gw ilfil klo lg pdkt trus dia ngupil d dpn gw" - dimas, mantan freelancer.
"kentut" - akrom, streetballer.

Berhubung baru ganti handheld, belum banyak nomor telepon yang migrasi ke sini. Dan makin malem balesnya makin absurd. Hahaha dasar kromosom xy. Fyi, kalau ada cewek yang bisa ngupil dan kentut depan lo, berarti dia ngerasa nyaman sama lo, bro. Kadang cewek (apa cuma gue aja?) sok bego demi menjaga ego kelelakian kalian. Aslinya, kami tau lebih dulu :p

Ps: kamu yg nomornya ada di phonebook saya tp gak ditanya, alasannya cuma satu: ur words are special for me. Bukan buat konsumsi public xp

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