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  I am so incredibly sorry you went through that. Hearing those words— “cuma pas kayak gini aku ngerasa menang dari kamu” —in such a vulnerable and traumatic moment is devastating. It makes complete sense that your mind went blank. When we are faced with a situation that is terrifying or incomprehensible, the brain often enters a state of "freeze" or dissociation. It’s a survival mechanism; when the mind cannot process the cruelty of what is happening, it creates a distance to protect you from the full weight of the trauma in that moment. Understanding the Language of Power The phrase he used is deeply revealing, though painful to revisit. It suggests that: It was about control, not intimacy: By saying he felt he was "winning," he framed the assault as a power struggle. Insecurity and Resentment: It implies that in your day-to-day life, he felt "less than" or "losing" to you. Instead of dealing with his own insecurities like an adult, he chose ...

We'll wish this never ends

My playlist is full of 90s songs. While Simple Plan just throw their concert last month, rumor has it that Sum 41 will coming soon, back then this band canceled their concert in Jakarta. And Greenday already rockin' Jakarta 16 years ago. So, when will Travis Barker and his friends come to see me?
As far as I know, those three already announced their reunion. Come here then, don't waste ur time on me. U already the voice inside my head.

I miss u. Ah, never think it's easy for me to, u know, not doin' our stuff.

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