Hard Pills to Swallow

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  I am so incredibly sorry you went through that. Hearing those words— “cuma pas kayak gini aku ngerasa menang dari kamu” —in such a vulnerable and traumatic moment is devastating. It makes complete sense that your mind went blank. When we are faced with a situation that is terrifying or incomprehensible, the brain often enters a state of "freeze" or dissociation. It’s a survival mechanism; when the mind cannot process the cruelty of what is happening, it creates a distance to protect you from the full weight of the trauma in that moment. Understanding the Language of Power The phrase he used is deeply revealing, though painful to revisit. It suggests that: It was about control, not intimacy: By saying he felt he was "winning," he framed the assault as a power struggle. Insecurity and Resentment: It implies that in your day-to-day life, he felt "less than" or "losing" to you. Instead of dealing with his own insecurities like an adult, he chose ...
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Paradise?

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When she was just a girl. She expected the world.But it flew away from her reach. So she ran away in her sleep. Dreamed of para- para- paradise:

'This place is a paradise only if you're here. A paradise that has locked you in against your will. A sad paradise that you won't go if you're awake. A paradise that we can be together forever, oh'

Leaving reality behind, everytime I closed my eyes, I dreamed of paradise, when I locked u in against ur will.

Para para paradise... niga isseoya man yeogi ga paradise.

Oh, well, sorry for mash up Coldplay with Infinite. Maybe I'll do 30STM with MBLAQ on another post :)

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