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  I am so incredibly sorry you went through that. Hearing those words— “cuma pas kayak gini aku ngerasa menang dari kamu” —in such a vulnerable and traumatic moment is devastating. It makes complete sense that your mind went blank. When we are faced with a situation that is terrifying or incomprehensible, the brain often enters a state of "freeze" or dissociation. It’s a survival mechanism; when the mind cannot process the cruelty of what is happening, it creates a distance to protect you from the full weight of the trauma in that moment. Understanding the Language of Power The phrase he used is deeply revealing, though painful to revisit. It suggests that: It was about control, not intimacy: By saying he felt he was "winning," he framed the assault as a power struggle. Insecurity and Resentment: It implies that in your day-to-day life, he felt "less than" or "losing" to you. Instead of dealing with his own insecurities like an adult, he chose ...

I'm going back to the start

Come up to meet you. Tell you I'm sorry. You don't know how lovely you are. I had to find you. Tell you I need you. Tell you I set you apart. - The Scientist

And oh I never meant to cause you trouble. And oh and I never meant to do you wrong. And oh well if I ever caused you trouble. Oh no I never meant to do you harm. - Trouble

Your skin. Oh yeah your skin and bones. Turn into something beautiful. You know you know I love you so. You know I love you so. - Yellow

Oh all that I know. There's nothing here to run from. Cause here. Everybody here's got somebody to lean on. - Don't Panic

Confusion that never stops. The closing walls and the ticking clocks gonna. Come back and take you home. I could not stop, that you now know, singing. - Clocks

For some reason I can't explain. Once you go there was never. Never an honest word. - Viva La Vida

So you can hurt, hurt me bad. But still I'll raise the flag. It was a waaaterfall. A waaaterfall. - Every Teardrop is A Waterfall

In the night the stormy night she'll close her eyes. In the night the stormy night away she'd fly. and dreams of para-para-paradise. - Paradise

Playing it cold, me n u.

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