Read This When You Want To Give Up

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 I keep listing the reasons why I can't kill myself. And each day it gets shorter. Still, I live. Liking my job, taking care of others, set goals, and actually achieved it. All while still wanna die. So I try to understand, what's exactly in my brain. What's I'm looking for. What's the drive that gets me up every morning. Why I'm in constant pain. Maybe I'm just dramatic, a little bit melancholy. I know what I want is for the pain to stop. And I need to know where the bleeding is to stop it. What and who hurts me. Or No matter what and who, when and how, I need to accept and forgive. Forgive that I can't change the past, I can't change people. Accept that I only can control myself. To tough up and not let it hurts. Maybe this is not about me. Maybe the what and the who weren't aware that they hurt me. It's like a circle. While they tried to protect themselves, they unintentionally hurt others. The fact that I wanna die since 4th grade and sti
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You'll always be nothing except for a fake

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I'll wipe that smile right off of your face,
You'll always be nothing except for a fake.
I'll wipe that smile right off of your face,
I'll carve you a new one with this shiny little blade.
I'll wipe that smile right off of your face,
You'll always be nothing except for a fake.

Let's hope you're not planning on running away from this.
This is all part of it:
What you get for throwing us all to the pack of wolves.

You've got the devil inside of you.

You put fire to everything you touch,
And you walk away while it burns.
This is, this is, this is the story of your life.

Did she turn your heart to black,
Or was it there all along?
Thought we knew who you were; we were wrong.
I hope that this always weighs you down.

You've got the devil inside of you.

Betrayal is only the, the beginning of our story.
Betrayal is only the, the beginning of this story.

You put fire to everything you touch,
And you walk away while it burns.
This is, this is, this is the story of your life.

I'll wipe that smile right off of your face,
You'll always be nothing except for a fake.
I'll wipe that smile right off of your face,
You'll always be nothing except for a fake.

Friends are friends for never!

Betrayal is only the, the beginning of our story.
Betrayal is only the, the beginning of this story.

You put fire to everything you touch,
And you walk away while it burns.
This is, this is, this is the story of...

You put fire to everything you touch,
And you walk away while it burns.
This is, this is, this is the story of your life.

-Greeley Estates says, Friend Are Friend For Never. Enjoy.

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