Hard Pills to Swallow

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  I am so incredibly sorry you went through that. Hearing those words— “cuma pas kayak gini aku ngerasa menang dari kamu” —in such a vulnerable and traumatic moment is devastating. It makes complete sense that your mind went blank. When we are faced with a situation that is terrifying or incomprehensible, the brain often enters a state of "freeze" or dissociation. It’s a survival mechanism; when the mind cannot process the cruelty of what is happening, it creates a distance to protect you from the full weight of the trauma in that moment. Understanding the Language of Power The phrase he used is deeply revealing, though painful to revisit. It suggests that: It was about control, not intimacy: By saying he felt he was "winning," he framed the assault as a power struggle. Insecurity and Resentment: It implies that in your day-to-day life, he felt "less than" or "losing" to you. Instead of dealing with his own insecurities like an adult, he chose ...
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I will rewrite the story of you and I

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[DJ] It's a lie, it's a lie
We can't end like this
Come back to me again, please come back to me
I can't believe the fact that you are leaving me

[HS] No matter what I say to you right now,
It's going to have no effect whatsoever
This isn't right, this isn't right
I can't trust this fact

[DW] This is all a lie, not the truth
I can't believe it any longer
I will tell you many times to come back to me
This is all just a lie

[YS] Now you are no longer next to me
That is the truth, I don't want to believe it
Come back to me, even if I say this many times
All of this just has to be a lie right now

[KK] It's a lie. It's a lie. It's a lie. It's a lie
This isn't the truth. This isn't the truth. This isn't the truth. This isn't the truth.

[JH] It's a fact
My mind knows, but my heart says that it can't get accustommed to it
The urge to protect you comes to me without me knowing, it also seems like my clinging
This situattion that fell on top of my head randomly
I can no longer handle it
If I can't empty you, I will try to fill it up again
I will rewrite the story of you and I

- love love Dongwoon and Junhyung. Here's Fact by Beast

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