Read This When You Want To Give Up

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 I keep listing the reasons why I can't kill myself. And each day it gets shorter. Still, I live. Liking my job, taking care of others, set goals, and actually achieved it. All while still wanna die. So I try to understand, what's exactly in my brain. What's I'm looking for. What's the drive that gets me up every morning. Why I'm in constant pain. Maybe I'm just dramatic, a little bit melancholy. I know what I want is for the pain to stop. And I need to know where the bleeding is to stop it. What and who hurts me. Or No matter what and who, when and how, I need to accept and forgive. Forgive that I can't change the past, I can't change people. Accept that I only can control myself. To tough up and not let it hurts. Maybe this is not about me. Maybe the what and the who weren't aware that they hurt me. It's like a circle. While they tried to protect themselves, they unintentionally hurt others. The fact that I wanna die since 4th grade and sti
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I will rewrite the story of you and I

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[DJ] It's a lie, it's a lie
We can't end like this
Come back to me again, please come back to me
I can't believe the fact that you are leaving me

[HS] No matter what I say to you right now,
It's going to have no effect whatsoever
This isn't right, this isn't right
I can't trust this fact

[DW] This is all a lie, not the truth
I can't believe it any longer
I will tell you many times to come back to me
This is all just a lie

[YS] Now you are no longer next to me
That is the truth, I don't want to believe it
Come back to me, even if I say this many times
All of this just has to be a lie right now

[KK] It's a lie. It's a lie. It's a lie. It's a lie
This isn't the truth. This isn't the truth. This isn't the truth. This isn't the truth.

[JH] It's a fact
My mind knows, but my heart says that it can't get accustommed to it
The urge to protect you comes to me without me knowing, it also seems like my clinging
This situattion that fell on top of my head randomly
I can no longer handle it
If I can't empty you, I will try to fill it up again
I will rewrite the story of you and I

- love love Dongwoon and Junhyung. Here's Fact by Beast

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