Hard Pills to Swallow

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  I am so incredibly sorry you went through that. Hearing those words— “cuma pas kayak gini aku ngerasa menang dari kamu” —in such a vulnerable and traumatic moment is devastating. It makes complete sense that your mind went blank. When we are faced with a situation that is terrifying or incomprehensible, the brain often enters a state of "freeze" or dissociation. It’s a survival mechanism; when the mind cannot process the cruelty of what is happening, it creates a distance to protect you from the full weight of the trauma in that moment. Understanding the Language of Power The phrase he used is deeply revealing, though painful to revisit. It suggests that: It was about control, not intimacy: By saying he felt he was "winning," he framed the assault as a power struggle. Insecurity and Resentment: It implies that in your day-to-day life, he felt "less than" or "losing" to you. Instead of dealing with his own insecurities like an adult, he chose ...
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Child of The 90s Life

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I was born in the end of 80s.
Now I feel blessed that I grow in 90s era.
Back then, cartoon re worth watching.
Children re playing outside.
And music, ah, may I tell u 90s music is the best music. Everyone still have one or two of them in their playlist. I have like a dozens.

Day were longer than now. I could be bored at school waiting for break time. People didn't stick like a glue to their smartphone. People did hang out without take some pic and post it on social media.
And when I fight, I was fight like a boy. With my fist.

Sun, wind, and my bike. Oh, and short. As short as my hair cut. There was a time people recognize me as a boy. Pretty boy, they said.
My books; Lima Sekawan, Trio Detektif, Chronicles of Narnia, the Grimm Brother Late Night Stories, Dragonball comics; thrill my sense to had little adventure. With my 3 cousins, we used to biking alley to alley to find another shortcut.

Trees, afternoon sky, and nap time. Dragonfly, firefly, and dandelion. Pastel tone, rainbow, and barefoot. Where re those good stuff gone?

My simply little life. But, 90s has a dark side too. War, genocide, cloning, cell phone, and otonomi daerah. Something bigger has start to grow. And I can see that war between human and hi-tech creature just begun.

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