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  I am so incredibly sorry you went through that. Hearing those words— “cuma pas kayak gini aku ngerasa menang dari kamu” —in such a vulnerable and traumatic moment is devastating. It makes complete sense that your mind went blank. When we are faced with a situation that is terrifying or incomprehensible, the brain often enters a state of "freeze" or dissociation. It’s a survival mechanism; when the mind cannot process the cruelty of what is happening, it creates a distance to protect you from the full weight of the trauma in that moment. Understanding the Language of Power The phrase he used is deeply revealing, though painful to revisit. It suggests that: It was about control, not intimacy: By saying he felt he was "winning," he framed the assault as a power struggle. Insecurity and Resentment: It implies that in your day-to-day life, he felt "less than" or "losing" to you. Instead of dealing with his own insecurities like an adult, he chose ...
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see that sign behind me? mau nitip hash brown?
Good morning, it's Monday already. Sekali lagi, gue tau kalau ada beberapa artikel yang manggil-manggil untuk gue garap. Tapi gue lagi ngerasa bosen banget duduk di meja kerja gue di kantor. Jadi, walaupun gue datang sebelum jam 9 seperti hari-hari biasanya, gue nggak masuk kantor. Udah absen sih, udah bikin jadwal mobil juga. Udah nyetor duit ke bank di sebelah kantor. Udah makan nasi pake pecel.

Udah lengkap nih persiapan gue buat mulai kerja. And instead of my desk, i prefer this convenience store near my office. So, if you REALLY need me, feel free to see me at 711.

Ciao,
Shinta, wetoriya yeoja.

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