Read This When You Want To Give Up

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 I keep listing the reasons why I can't kill myself. And each day it gets shorter. Still, I live. Liking my job, taking care of others, set goals, and actually achieved it. All while still wanna die. So I try to understand, what's exactly in my brain. What's I'm looking for. What's the drive that gets me up every morning. Why I'm in constant pain. Maybe I'm just dramatic, a little bit melancholy. I know what I want is for the pain to stop. And I need to know where the bleeding is to stop it. What and who hurts me. Or No matter what and who, when and how, I need to accept and forgive. Forgive that I can't change the past, I can't change people. Accept that I only can control myself. To tough up and not let it hurts. Maybe this is not about me. Maybe the what and the who weren't aware that they hurt me. It's like a circle. While they tried to protect themselves, they unintentionally hurt others. The fact that I wanna die since 4th grade and sti
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And I don't care if I show it

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It seems like yesterday that my world fell from the sky
It seems like yesterday I didn't know how hard I could cry
It feels like tomorrow I may not get by
But I will try
I will try
Wipe the tears from my eyes

[chorus]
I'm beautifully broken
And I don't mind if you know it
I'm beautifully broken
And I don't care if I show it

Everyday is a new day
I'm reminded of my past
Every time there's another storm
I know that it won't last
Every moment I'm filled with hope 'cause I get another chance
But I will try
I will try
Got nothing left to hide

[chorus]
I'm beautifully broken
And I don't mind if you know it
I'm beautifully broken
And I don't care if i show it

Without the highs and the lows
Where would we go
Where would we go

[chorus]
I'm beautifully broken
And I don't mind if you know it
I'm beautifully broken
And I don't care if i show it

I, I am beautifully broken
I am beautifully broken
I'm beautifully broken
And I don't care if i show it

-not really a good music if u listen to this song. But I feel related with this lyrics. Enjoy Beautifully Broken from Ashlee Simpson.

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