Read This When You Want To Give Up

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 I keep listing the reasons why I can't kill myself. And each day it gets shorter. Still, I live. Liking my job, taking care of others, set goals, and actually achieved it. All while still wanna die. So I try to understand, what's exactly in my brain. What's I'm looking for. What's the drive that gets me up every morning. Why I'm in constant pain. Maybe I'm just dramatic, a little bit melancholy. I know what I want is for the pain to stop. And I need to know where the bleeding is to stop it. What and who hurts me. Or No matter what and who, when and how, I need to accept and forgive. Forgive that I can't change the past, I can't change people. Accept that I only can control myself. To tough up and not let it hurts. Maybe this is not about me. Maybe the what and the who weren't aware that they hurt me. It's like a circle. While they tried to protect themselves, they unintentionally hurt others. The fact that I wanna die since 4th grade and sti
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If Steak Has Super Hero

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gimana caranya nulis review tanpa nelen ludah? soalnya steak di kedai ini jauh di atas kata enak. rahasia utamanya ada di daging black angus yang jadi andalan di sini. tapi, daging ini bukan apa-apa kalau nggak disiram pake salah satu (atau dua) saus racikan sendiri dari Mas Windhu. dan saus ini nggak akan ditemui di kedai steak lainnya.
dari 8 saus yang ada, menu wajib coba adalah Cajun Delight. Sirloin bertabur wijen ini rasa pedesnya nggak nanggung-nanggung. misal kita nggak pake pesan sponsor: jangan pedes-pedes. dijamin lidah bakal seger banget saat mengunyah potongan sirloin.


nggak boleh ketinggalan juga Butter Garlic dengan soulmate-nya, si tenderloin. tampilan luar emang lebih kecil dari pada sirloin, tapi daging yang tebal dan lembut ini sanggup bikin perut kenyang.  kayak namanya, Butter Garlic ini isinya emang irisan bawang putih, butter dan garem. some people, termasuk saya, mungkin meng-underestimate ini saus. well, u gotta taste it to know it. potong seiris daging tenderloin, lumuri dengan si Butter Garlic, dan rasakan gimana gurih dan juicy-nya saat keduanya berpadu di dalam mulut. my mouth is watering right now.
bukan cuma steak super dari Super Steak yang bikin saya berniat kembali lagi ke sini. keramahan keluarga Mas Windhu juga jadi satu poin kerinduan saya pada Butter Garlic. well, lebih karena sausnya sih. dan daging black angusnya.