Read This When You Want To Give Up

 I keep listing the reasons why I can't kill myself. And each day it gets shorter. Still, I live. Liking my job, taking care of others, set goals, and actually achieved it. All while still wanna die. So I try to understand, what's exactly in my brain. What's I'm looking for. What's the drive that gets me up every morning. Why I'm in constant pain. Maybe I'm just dramatic, a little bit melancholy. I know what I want is for the pain to stop. And I need to know where the bleeding is to stop it. What and who hurts me. Or No matter what and who, when and how, I need to accept and forgive. Forgive that I can't change the past, I can't change people. Accept that I only can control myself. To tough up and not let it hurts. Maybe this is not about me. Maybe the what and the who weren't aware that they hurt me. It's like a circle. While they tried to protect themselves, they unintentionally hurt others. The fact that I wanna die since 4th grade and sti

According To Matchbox Twenty


Pick your Artist:
Matchbox Twenty


Are you a male or female?

Last Beautiful Girl


Describe yourself:
She's So Mean



How do you feel:
Like Sugar



Describe where you currently live:
Rest Stop



If you could go anywhere, where would you go:
English Town



Your favorite form of transportation:
Sleeping At The Wheel



Your best friend is:
Radio



You and your best friends are:
Bright Lights



What's the weather like:
Parade



Favorite time of day:
3 AM



If your life was a TV show, what would it be called:
Hand Me Down



What is life to you:
Mad Season



Your Relationship:
You Wont Be Mine



Your Fear:
Back 2 Good



What is the best advice you have to give:
Put Your Hands Up



Thought for the Day:
Leave



How I would like to die:
Overjoyed



My soul's present condition:
Could I be You



My Motto:
I Will


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