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I always use all of my heart when in love. Every time. That is why I have always broken to the dust when betrayed. And my last significant other broke me to the extent that I don't know a decent human being capable of doing that. I won't mention in detail how I helped him live for the last 8 years. It's his trait to cheat. And he will do it again. He was only sorry coz he got caught. But, for me. Looking back, I never pick up the opposite gender. Never looking for a romantic partner. Never want to stick myself to another human. That's my trait. To have a significant other, most of the time did me no good. Once got me longing for rainy days , another one made me visit the doctor regularly. And the last one, I knew he was trouble since the first day. Anyway anyhow. Though I can't hate them, I despise what they did to me. And made me think I was the issue. But hey, I've been warning them since the beginning. I don't want us to be together. They thought it was
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lluvia #22

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'are you crying again?'
'yes.'
'i thought it's over.'
'it was.'
'then it start all over again?'
'indeed.'

'why not me? what im lacking of?'
'nothing. lets say im just not into you. and it's not your fault. noone fault.'
'what am i to you?'
'dont.'
'dont what?'
'dont repeat that pattern again. lets just be you and be me.'
'im never change.'

'why me?'
'i dont choose you. it is what it is. and it's you.'
'you dont love me. you love your idea about me. and that's not me.'

i was sleeping with open eyes. he's gone, for million times. i am alone.

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