Hard Pills to Swallow

  I am so incredibly sorry you went through that. Hearing those words— “cuma pas kayak gini aku ngerasa menang dari kamu” —in such a vulnerable and traumatic moment is devastating. It makes complete sense that your mind went blank. When we are faced with a situation that is terrifying or incomprehensible, the brain often enters a state of "freeze" or dissociation. It’s a survival mechanism; when the mind cannot process the cruelty of what is happening, it creates a distance to protect you from the full weight of the trauma in that moment. Understanding the Language of Power The phrase he used is deeply revealing, though painful to revisit. It suggests that: It was about control, not intimacy: By saying he felt he was "winning," he framed the assault as a power struggle. Insecurity and Resentment: It implies that in your day-to-day life, he felt "less than" or "losing" to you. Instead of dealing with his own insecurities like an adult, he chose ...

Oh, I don't need ur face!

Sunshine is goin' to dawn
And again it's the time for love
Beauty was the opened blouse
And again there is nothing more
Kisses and body works
And we forget when the morning comes
Devicing me again
I just never feel that u real

Just like a vending machine
I stand and insert u the coin
U get me the coke'a'throwin'
And we'll do again
Just like a love device
I stand
And insert u my d*ck
U get me the coke'a'throwin'
And we'll do again
Oh, I don't need ur face

Differences means nothing
When the lights are all turning down
Jazz music are the trick
Make all the passions growing high

- one of Project Cyrios's songs I enjoyed the most.

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