Hard Pills to Swallow

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  I am so incredibly sorry you went through that. Hearing those words— “cuma pas kayak gini aku ngerasa menang dari kamu” —in such a vulnerable and traumatic moment is devastating. It makes complete sense that your mind went blank. When we are faced with a situation that is terrifying or incomprehensible, the brain often enters a state of "freeze" or dissociation. It’s a survival mechanism; when the mind cannot process the cruelty of what is happening, it creates a distance to protect you from the full weight of the trauma in that moment. Understanding the Language of Power The phrase he used is deeply revealing, though painful to revisit. It suggests that: It was about control, not intimacy: By saying he felt he was "winning," he framed the assault as a power struggle. Insecurity and Resentment: It implies that in your day-to-day life, he felt "less than" or "losing" to you. Instead of dealing with his own insecurities like an adult, he chose ...
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Morning Questions

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Biarpun gak suka ditanya-tanya, gue punya banyak pertanyaan untuk diri gue sendiri.

Why u always rushing things?
Karena gue penasaran akhirnya kayak gimana. Dan di otak gue, prosesnya udah mulai berjalan. Karena gue pengen semua cepet berakhir?

What is ur biggest fear?
Being anonymous. Shinta who?

How do u see urself at ur 40s yo?
I wish I have a healthy brain.

Looking at urself 5 year ago, if u can meet her, what would u say to her?
Choose ur friend wisely.

U got a time machine, what time u wanna go? Why?
A year ago. Shinta setahun yang lalu harus diperingatkan, nggak semua orang bisa dipercaya.

Things make u upset?
Unable to trust people.

U re in trouble. What do u do first?
Duduk, take a deep breath dan mulai menelusuri darimana sumber masalahnya. Honestly, kadang biarpun udah tau sumber masalahnya, gue nggak berani menyelesaikannya.

Somethings u wanna change about urself?
The hormon. Can u control ur hormon?

Precious thing in life?
Faith.

How do u define success?
Be able to eat and sleep well.

10 question from and to my quirky mind. I keep asking myself question to stay sane. As a reminder.

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