Read This When You Want To Give Up

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 I keep listing the reasons why I can't kill myself. And each day it gets shorter. Still, I live. Liking my job, taking care of others, set goals, and actually achieved it. All while still wanna die. So I try to understand, what's exactly in my brain. What's I'm looking for. What's the drive that gets me up every morning. Why I'm in constant pain. Maybe I'm just dramatic, a little bit melancholy. I know what I want is for the pain to stop. And I need to know where the bleeding is to stop it. What and who hurts me. Or No matter what and who, when and how, I need to accept and forgive. Forgive that I can't change the past, I can't change people. Accept that I only can control myself. To tough up and not let it hurts. Maybe this is not about me. Maybe the what and the who weren't aware that they hurt me. It's like a circle. While they tried to protect themselves, they unintentionally hurt others. The fact that I wanna die since 4th grade and sti
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Am I The One Who’s Talking?

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we talked about a scene and i
put together all the pieces you’d love
it all with hearts you’ll find the answers
you start to jump but the ground seems getting closer and,
up in the clouds is where you are
i hope the sky is where you find it all

am i the one am i the one who’s talking
am i the one  am i the one who’s leaving
am i the one  am i the one who’s talking
am i the one , i know ,
you’ll never know

miles away i saw you
with sad eyes and a smile that turned into a nightfall
she was lying there finding the answers , draw the lines with all the stars in her hands
then i touched the ground i see that she’s not there
i hope the sky is where you find it all

am i the one  am i the one who’s talking
am i the one  am i the one who’s leaving
am i the one  am i the one who’s talking
am i the one , i know together all the scene

Let those guys steal ur mind, song of the week Paradox by Dried Cassava

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