Read This When You Want To Give Up

 I keep listing the reasons why I can't kill myself. And each day it gets shorter. Still, I live. Liking my job, taking care of others, set goals, and actually achieved it. All while still wanna die. So I try to understand, what's exactly in my brain. What's I'm looking for. What's the drive that gets me up every morning. Why I'm in constant pain. Maybe I'm just dramatic, a little bit melancholy. I know what I want is for the pain to stop. And I need to know where the bleeding is to stop it. What and who hurts me. Or No matter what and who, when and how, I need to accept and forgive. Forgive that I can't change the past, I can't change people. Accept that I only can control myself. To tough up and not let it hurts. Maybe this is not about me. Maybe the what and the who weren't aware that they hurt me. It's like a circle. While they tried to protect themselves, they unintentionally hurt others. The fact that I wanna die since 4th grade and sti

Have you met Rissa?

Rissa suka bergaya di depan kamera jenis apa pun
biarpun koleksi peralatan make up-nya banyak, dia lebih suka tampil tanpa make up di depan umum

so when she met Rio, she shows her humble, down to earth personality

but the truth is, she can be anything she wants no matter what people said. she is a bold person
and finally, dont be so shock, because this Rissa will fly beyond your imagination.


fly Rissa, fly...
foto diambil dari berbagai sumber, diedit pake pixlr-o-matic

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