Read This When You Want To Give Up

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 I keep listing the reasons why I can't kill myself. And each day it gets shorter. Still, I live. Liking my job, taking care of others, set goals, and actually achieved it. All while still wanna die. So I try to understand, what's exactly in my brain. What's I'm looking for. What's the drive that gets me up every morning. Why I'm in constant pain. Maybe I'm just dramatic, a little bit melancholy. I know what I want is for the pain to stop. And I need to know where the bleeding is to stop it. What and who hurts me. Or No matter what and who, when and how, I need to accept and forgive. Forgive that I can't change the past, I can't change people. Accept that I only can control myself. To tough up and not let it hurts. Maybe this is not about me. Maybe the what and the who weren't aware that they hurt me. It's like a circle. While they tried to protect themselves, they unintentionally hurt others. The fact that I wanna die since 4th grade and sti
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Oh, I don't need ur face!

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Sunshine is goin' to dawn
And again it's the time for love
Beauty was the opened blouse
And again there is nothing more
Kisses and body works
And we forget when the morning comes
Devicing me again
I just never feel that u real

Just like a vending machine
I stand and insert u the coin
U get me the coke'a'throwin'
And we'll do again
Just like a love device
I stand
And insert u my d*ck
U get me the coke'a'throwin'
And we'll do again
Oh, I don't need ur face

Differences means nothing
When the lights are all turning down
Jazz music are the trick
Make all the passions growing high

- one of Project Cyrios's songs I enjoyed the most.

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